alright...

So it's been a bit of a rough week, but I've managed to get through it so far and am anxiously waiting for Mark to get here tomorrow after work. :)

The bad stuff...

The house is creepy all alone.
I've slept a total of 15 hours since Sunday (6 of those were last night after some wine ;))
I've started talking to myself.

The good stuff...

While I haven't wandered around naked yet (we have big windows without shades so I'm afraid the neighbors might see) it has been nice to eat when and what I want and watch whatever I want to on TV. For example, yesterday the guys at work and I went to a Chinese buffet. I ate so much that I was MISERABLE the rest of the day. So after class I went home and just layed on the couch in misery and didn't even bother to eat dinner. Now if Mark was here I would have had to either make or eat dinner so that was nice. :)

I'm trying really hard to look at the positive side of this and I know we'll make it through it!! One thing that's kind of bugging me is that every time I talk to my boss about it he asks if Mark and I are OK, are we breaking up. I can understand the first time he asked it, but now it's just getting old. I tell him every time that there isn't anything wrong with our relationship and we are stronger than ever, but for some reason he keeps asking. Other than that everyone has been really supportive. Now that school is pretty much done for the semester I'm looking forward to doing some of the things that I want to do (like read the mountain of books I've collected this semester) and just relax and spend time with friends. Oh and I'm leaving for Seattle in T-9 days. :) Yay!!